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::'''pig for next transplants.''' | ::'''pig for next transplants.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
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somewhere. Honeybees, whatever strain is best. And big friendly <br> | somewhere. Honeybees, whatever strain is best. And big friendly <br> | ||
Newfoundlands for the hives. Everyone loves doghives. | Newfoundlands for the hives. Everyone loves doghives. | ||
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::'''in progress''' | ::'''in progress''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==NOTE—BAROTRAUMA== | ==NOTE—BAROTRAUMA== | ||
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Or was it afraid to touch the things pulsating below the ice? | Or was it afraid to touch the things pulsating below the ice? | ||
==ENTRY 2== | ==ENTRY 2== | ||
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Children are viral replicators of our ideas. But there is a certain terror about <br> | Children are viral replicators of our ideas. But there is a certain terror about <br> | ||
them. They alter our legacy, mutate it—as Clovis II modified Competitive | them. They alter our legacy, mutate it—as Clovis II modified Competitive | ||
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:<span style="color:#008080;">Clovis II died in one, after all. I made the </span><br> | :<span style="color:#008080;">Clovis II died in one, after all. I made the </span><br> | ||
:<span style="color:#008080;">vessel to recieve him, but I lacked the Alkahest, the solvent to render it pure.</span> | :<span style="color:#008080;">vessel to recieve him, but I lacked the [[Alkahest]], the solvent to render it pure.</span> | ||
But I dare not make the leap to a new body until I know that body works. <br> | But I dare not make the leap to a new body until I know that body works. <br> | ||
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::'''chops.''' | ::'''chops.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
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:<span style="color:#008080;">Yes...but only to the extent that they can contribute to my legacy </span><br> | :<span style="color:#008080;">Yes...but only to the extent that they can contribute to my legacy </span><br> | ||
:<span style="color:#008080;">with cloned organs and good eating. No guilt!</span> | :<span style="color:#008080;">with cloned organs and good eating. No guilt!</span> | ||
==NOTE—SAVAGING== | ==NOTE—SAVAGING== | ||
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Perhaps the sows simply acted in self-defense. | Perhaps the sows simply acted in self-defense. | ||
==NOTE—EUROPA LIFE== | ==NOTE—EUROPA LIFE== | ||
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I despise it. I would have it killed, except that I am repulsed by the thought <br> | I despise it. I would have it killed, except that I am repulsed by the thought <br> | ||
of its final disintegration. I consider how to burn it. | of its final disintegration. I consider how to burn it. | ||
==ENTRY 3== | ==ENTRY 3== | ||
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I wholeheartedly believe that the dream was a message from Clarity. <br> | I wholeheartedly believe that the dream was a message from Clarity. <br> | ||
A promise of success. | A promise of success. | ||
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:<span style="color:#008080;">murdered his own infant child. Why? Why would he do such a thing? </span><br> | :<span style="color:#008080;">murdered his own infant child. Why? Why would he do such a thing? </span><br> | ||
:<span style="color:#008080;">The article doesn't explain. Savaging again.</span> | :<span style="color:#008080;">The article doesn't explain. Savaging again.</span> | ||
==NOTE—CLARITY== | ==NOTE—CLARITY== | ||
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to dissolve anything into its pure base elements. Ingested properly, the <br> | to dissolve anything into its pure base elements. Ingested properly, the <br> | ||
Alkahest could purify the body and grant eternal life. | Alkahest could purify the body and grant eternal life. | ||
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Those who comprehend the Alkahest, it is said, will obtain eternal life. | Those who comprehend the Alkahest, it is said, will obtain eternal life. | ||
==MESSAGE TO [[Wilhelmina Bray|BRAY, WILHELMINA]]== | ==MESSAGE TO [[Wilhelmina Bray|BRAY, WILHELMINA]]== | ||
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'''//save draft unsent''' | '''//save draft unsent''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==MESSAGE TO [[Anastasia Bray|BRAY, ANASTASIA]]== | ==MESSAGE TO [[Anastasia Bray|BRAY, ANASTASIA]]== | ||
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</tt> | </tt> | ||
==MESSAGE TO [[Elisabeth Bray|BRAY, ELISABETH]]== | |||
==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | |||
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[[File:Logbook 017.png|right|thumb|400px]] | [[File:Logbook 017.png|right|thumb|400px]] | ||
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'''//save''' | '''//save''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 4== | ==ENTRY 4== | ||
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I FOUND HER! | I FOUND HER! | ||
[[ | [[Clarity Control]]. The mystery I was promised. | ||
Analysis of the surrounding ice suggests it arrived on Europa no more than <br> | Analysis of the surrounding ice suggests it arrived on Europa no more than <br> | ||
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active, one with the father's. Never both. A house of two lineages, <br> | active, one with the father's. Never both. A house of two lineages, <br> | ||
constantly renegotiating their mutual interest. | constantly renegotiating their mutual interest. | ||
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Elisabeth has not replied to my message. I know she received it. I will have <br> | Elisabeth has not replied to my message. I know she received it. I will have <br> | ||
to remind her of her own self-interest. | to remind her of her own self-interest. | ||
==NOTE—WHY EXOMINDS FAIL== | ==NOTE—WHY EXOMINDS FAIL== | ||
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depressed activity in the higher brain. Without input from the prefrontal <br> | depressed activity in the higher brain. Without input from the prefrontal <br> | ||
cortex, the basal ganglia stops selecting new motor programs. | cortex, the basal ganglia stops selecting new motor programs. | ||
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Exominds, however, are immune to these natural sources of error. They are <br> | Exominds, however, are immune to these natural sources of error. They are <br> | ||
not messy enough. They do not suffer enough jitter, enough degradation. | not messy enough. They do not suffer enough jitter, enough degradation. | ||
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I know that it is possible. It is the ''reason'' I was brought here. | I know that it is possible. It is the ''reason'' I was brought here. | ||
==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | ==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | ||
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flaw that is killing you. You will try immunosuppressants, but they will be no <br> | flaw that is killing you. You will try immunosuppressants, but they will be no <br> | ||
match for the family arsenal. I did not make us to be easily edited. | match for the family arsenal. I did not make us to be easily edited. | ||
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'''//send''' | '''//send''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 5== | ==ENTRY 5== | ||
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Europa's orbital dynamics make even high polar orbits very unstable, <br> | Europa's orbital dynamics make even high polar orbits very unstable, <br> | ||
so the platform needs onboard power for course correction. A fission | so the platform needs onboard power for course correction. A fission | ||
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::'''transplant underway.''' | ::'''transplant underway.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==MESSAGE FROM BRAY, ELISABETH== | ==MESSAGE FROM BRAY, ELISABETH== | ||
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'''//save''' | '''//save''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 6== | ==ENTRY 6== | ||
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::'''//venus/aerospace/cargo/WARBLER''' | ::'''//venus/aerospace/cargo/WARBLER''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 6 AMENDMENT== | ==ENTRY 6 AMENDMENT== | ||
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:*'''Inducing protective syncope.''' | :*'''Inducing protective syncope.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==NOTE—THE WATER AND THE WAVE== | ==NOTE—THE WATER AND THE WAVE== | ||
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one." The aphids screamed and begged me for salvation. But I was not of <br> | one." The aphids screamed and begged me for salvation. But I was not of <br> | ||
them. I was of the wave. | them. I was of the wave. | ||
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We must_ finish this gate. | We must_ finish this gate. | ||
==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | ==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | ||
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'''//send''' | '''//send''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 7== | ==ENTRY 7== | ||
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"No iron. No heavy metals at all. A lot more sodium, oxygen, boron, and <br> | "No iron. No heavy metals at all. A lot more sodium, oxygen, boron, and <br> | ||
aluminum than I'd expect, and a lot less silicon...oh my God." | aluminum than I'd expect, and a lot less silicon...oh my God." | ||
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"They're stirring it," I realized. "To pull metals out of the core and send <br> | "They're stirring it," I realized. "To pull metals out of the core and send <br> | ||
fresh hydrogen down to fuse. Is it possible that they've..." | fresh hydrogen down to fuse. Is it possible that they've..." | ||
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promised me a solution to immortality! I had promised Elisabeth a cure! <br> | promised me a solution to immortality! I had promised Elisabeth a cure! <br> | ||
I needed a way to use Clarity as a solvent and seed for my exobodies. | I needed a way to use Clarity as a solvent and seed for my exobodies. | ||
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We must not provoke them to war. | We must not provoke them to war. | ||
==NOTE—[[Radiolaria|VEX FLUID]]== | ==NOTE—[[Radiolaria|VEX FLUID]]== | ||
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difficult computations. Perhaps this is reflected in the nature of Vex <br> | difficult computations. Perhaps this is reflected in the nature of Vex <br> | ||
thought; porous and miscible. I would request a teleonomic analysis | thought; porous and miscible. I would request a teleonomic analysis | ||
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To be the enemy of the Vex is to be reproduced, experimented upon, and <br> | To be the enemy of the Vex is to be reproduced, experimented upon, and <br> | ||
annihilated within their mindspace. | annihilated within their mindspace. | ||
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I reformatted my assistant. No sense taking risks. Who knows what might <br> | I reformatted my assistant. No sense taking risks. Who knows what might <br> | ||
get into my head through the proxy link? | get into my head through the proxy link? | ||
==ENTRY 8== | ==ENTRY 8== | ||
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:*'''Warning. Body status not sustainable.''' <br> | :*'''Warning. Body status not sustainable.''' <br> | ||
::'''Recommend SMILE pod sabbatical. ''' | ::'''Recommend SMILE pod sabbatical. ''' | ||
==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | ==MESSAGE TO BRAY, ELISABETH== | ||
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'''//send''' | '''//send''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==MESSAGE FROM BRAY, ELISABETH== | ==MESSAGE FROM BRAY, ELISABETH== | ||
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'''//delete''' | '''//delete''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 9== | ==ENTRY 9== | ||
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In ancient days, they believed that the source of the Alkahest was the <br> | In ancient days, they believed that the source of the Alkahest was the <br> | ||
Philosopher's Stone. I have named my own source after that deepest, oldest <br> | Philosopher's Stone. I have named my own source after that deepest, oldest <br> | ||
stone. A place where the dead go to rise again. A deep stone crypt. | stone. A place where the dead go to rise again. A [[Deep Stone Crypt|deep stone crypt]]. | ||
Bray Station guarantees our security from above. The Europa life project <br> | Bray Station guarantees our security from above. The Europa life project <br> | ||
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Unfortunately, Mr. Miller's dosage of various fixing compounds and <br> | Unfortunately, Mr. Miller's dosage of various fixing compounds and <br> | ||
imaging radiation is approaching the limits of clinical toxicity. Despite | imaging radiation is approaching the limits of clinical toxicity. Despite | ||
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::'''Intercellular cytosol.''' | ::'''Intercellular cytosol.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==NOTE—D.E.R.== | ==NOTE—D.E.R.== | ||
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Elisabeth is more and more suspicious. She asks what, exactly, makes me <br> | Elisabeth is more and more suspicious. She asks what, exactly, makes me <br> | ||
think these exos will turn out any better than her father did. She demands | think these exos will turn out any better than her father did. She demands | ||
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::'''apart Like an old book. ''' | ::'''apart Like an old book. ''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==NOTE—FORGE STAR== | ==NOTE—FORGE STAR== | ||
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Had I the means, I would wipe them all from existence. | Had I the means, I would wipe them all from existence. | ||
==ENTRY 10== | ==ENTRY 10== | ||
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::'''recommend immediate medical inquiry.''' | ::'''recommend immediate medical inquiry.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 11== | ==ENTRY 11== | ||
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wherever Wilhelmina got a paternal one, and vice versa. A diversified <br> | wherever Wilhelmina got a paternal one, and vice versa. A diversified <br> | ||
portfolio. If one failed, the other might succeed. | portfolio. If one failed, the other might succeed. | ||
==NOTE—Exo Interferometrics== | ==NOTE—Exo Interferometrics== | ||
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If the gods do not whisper loudly enough—conduct interferometry. | If the gods do not whisper loudly enough—conduct interferometry. | ||
==NOTE—Elisabeth’s Upload== | ==NOTE—Elisabeth’s Upload== | ||
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handle the entire operation. A shame I never had a chance to name the <br> | handle the entire operation. A shame I never had a chance to name the <br> | ||
pigs. But at least I will dine on fresh pork. | pigs. But at least I will dine on fresh pork. | ||
==ENTRY 12== | ==ENTRY 12== | ||
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::'''NMDA antagonist. Potential psychogenic effects.''' | ::'''NMDA antagonist. Potential psychogenic effects.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==NOTE—Third Vision== | ==NOTE—Third Vision== | ||
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themselves be heard at all. This lesson is worth teaching again and again. The <br> | themselves be heard at all. This lesson is worth teaching again and again. The <br> | ||
choice is never mine. It is always yours.” | choice is never mine. It is always yours.” | ||
==ENTRY 13== | ==ENTRY 13== | ||
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Soon I will need to ask her about my own infection. But all in all, <br> | Soon I will need to ask her about my own infection. But all in all, <br> | ||
everything is looking up. | everything is looking up. | ||
==ENTRY 14== | ==ENTRY 14== | ||
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It cannot be allowed. | It cannot be allowed. | ||
==NOTE—Elisabeth’s Plea== | ==NOTE—Elisabeth’s Plea== | ||
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Your estranged granddaughter, | Your estranged granddaughter, | ||
—E | —E | ||
==//TACTICAL LOG — HUMAN READABLE== | ==//TACTICAL LOG — HUMAN READABLE== | ||
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:'''Closing employee file BRAYELSIE (conditions incompatible with life).''' | :'''Closing employee file BRAYELSIE (conditions incompatible with life).''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==ENTRY 15== | ==ENTRY 15== | ||
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Truly, Clarity is the font of second chances. | Truly, Clarity is the font of second chances. | ||
==ENTRY 16== | ==ENTRY 16== | ||
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:*'''Entering hospice mode. Log ends.''' | :*'''Entering hospice mode. Log ends.''' | ||
</tt> | </tt> | ||
==Notes== | ==Notes== |
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