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=='''In the Journal of Nikolas Enchester - Entry 4'''== | |||
''After the attempted conversation with Ir Noshti to see if she received his love.'' | |||
So, you think to yourself that this would mean something regarding what you think, right? Oh how wrong I was. She didn’t take kindly to my approach after she read through my Journal as I purposely had it slightly a jar for her to read. She had a look of disgust at me for either how I brought up to her or the fact that I was more clingy than I looked. It's also bad enough that even though I am a bard for goodness sake! It seems that I have the opposite effect on my persuasion. On top of the fact that I suck at hiding things from other people in conversation! So, what should I do? I tried with my forward approach and that seemed to backfire spectacularly and I sure as hell can’t be subtle about it either. I also know why she’s mad at me when I use a very specific word that means when said it means that all is true. If this were to be an oath, there would be a lot that can be underestimated. So, what do I do? I know that even if it was momentarily, I can maybe put some trust into Keiki. Yes, I am aware she’s an ahamkara. I am aware of the dangers they put, but there’s more than twisting and eating desires as a whole. Can I ask Trajor, Brianna, Ainsley, or Maple, I don’t know. They’re my fireteam members, and we’ve had downtime, I just need to sort of reach out there. | |||
I know our next mission is coming up and I know we’re about to take on a Gate Lord. So, let’s make this count. I just hope that I can make up to Ir Noshti, but then again I don’t know when I am clingy or distant. After the mission or two, I’ll try to speak with Ir Noshti. I know I have a chance, I may be over-cautiously about it, or under-cautious depending on who you ask. But, I want to be helpful, and not just helpful. I want what people can rely upon in times of doubt and uncertainty. I may be a bard, but I want to make our voices heard. Which in short could apply to my personal life too. | |||
This is from a risen from me to you - Nikolas Enchester. | |||
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