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''The book of Nikolas’ Journal was left with him when he slept by the barrier that Ir Noshti put up and mediated through the night.''
''The book of Nikolas’ Journal was left with him when he slept by the barrier that Ir Noshti put up and mediated through the night.''
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=='''In the Journal of Nikolas Enchester - Entry 4'''==
''After the attempted conversation with Ir Noshti to see if she received his love.''
So, you think to yourself that this would mean something regarding what you think, right? Oh how wrong I was. She didn’t take kindly to my approach after she read through my Journal as I purposely had it slightly a jar for her to read. She had a look of disgust at me for either how I brought up to her or the fact that I was more clingy than I looked. It's also bad enough that even though I am a bard for goodness sake! It seems that I have the opposite effect on my persuasion. On top of the fact that I suck at hiding things from other people in conversation! So, what should I do? I tried with my forward approach and that seemed to backfire spectacularly and I sure as hell can’t be subtle about it either. I also know why she’s mad at me when I use a very specific word that means when said it means that all is true. If this were to be an oath, there would be a lot that can be underestimated. So, what do I do? I know that even if it was momentarily, I can maybe put some trust into Keiki. Yes, I am aware she’s an ahamkara. I am aware of the dangers they put, but there’s more than twisting and eating desires as a whole. Can I ask Trajor, Brianna, Ainsley, or Maple, I don’t know. They’re my fireteam members, and we’ve had downtime, I just need to sort of reach out there.
I know our next mission is coming up and I know we’re about to take on a Gate Lord. So, let’s make this count. I just hope that I can make up to Ir Noshti, but then again I don’t know when I am clingy or distant. After the mission or two, I’ll try to speak with Ir Noshti.  I know I have a chance, I may be over-cautiously about it, or under-cautious depending on who you ask. But, I want to be helpful, and not just helpful. I want what people can rely upon in times of doubt and uncertainty. I may be a bard, but I want to make our voices heard. Which in short could apply to my personal life too.
This is from a risen from me to you - Nikolas Enchester.
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